Assalamualaikum I wanna ask that can we ask allah to marry someone we love?. Im 17 years old, im depressed and have social anxiety from 2 years and i dont have any friends. I met a girl online 2 years ago when my depression started and i didnt have any friends. I still dont have anyone besides her. I know depression is not an excuse to talk to a girl but plz listen. We met and became great friends. We started to talk on social media and fell in love. I pray every night in tahujjud and ask allah to let me marry her and make a way so that we can marry. I just said " My wish is that i get to spend my life with u ", i didnt use any haraam words nor we ever used them. We both are religious. I used to do haram things and watch bad stuff... I guess u know what im talking about. The one that makes ghusal obligatory after u do it. Yeah. So i used to do it but alhamdulilah i repented and now i pray 6 times a day ( tahujjud included) and i read quran after each prayer every single day. I have almost read half of it. I also do a lot of dhikr, allahu akabr, subhan allah, allahuma aghfirli, etc after each prayer. I usually recite each 100,200 times. My question is that can we marry each other if we pray to allah :(, i cant leave her, i know its not allowed to talk like that but i ask forgiveness for her and myself from allah everyday. I just wanna marry her which is totally allowed in islam. Our Prophet ( PBUH) said ' The best thing for two who love each other is marriage". Will i be able to marry her if i pray to allah its my wish. I never wanted anything so bad i can wait 10,20,30 years for her, as much as it takes. Plz answer my question. Her father is really strict she cant tell him that she wanna marry me. We live in different cities but it only takes 4,5 hours to travel to her city. My parents wont say anything i know, they arent strict. So can anyone plz answer? That will i be able to marry her if i pray to allah Allah is our only hope and soure right now. Jazak Allah.